i HATE myself like hell !

i'm so insecure about everything

i think i'm ugly , fat and stupid and i just dont want to be around anymore 

         i always think that everyone would be better off without me 

and that i'm just in the way of everyone 

    i feel like my life is nothing and that i'm a useless 

        i just dont know what im doing in life anymore

 i feel lost and alone 

   i just dont know how much longer i can take being here 

          and always being hurt 

            i just wanna be someone else 

        i hate feeling this way and i dont know how to get over it

                 and overcome all my feelings

everyone says i'm pretty and cute but when i look in the mirror i see nothing but i    

 just only can see a fat ugly useless person there