Howl - Love U MV (Boys Over Flowers OST2)

 tetibe telinge nehh rendu sgt naa denga lague nehh :))
rendue naa tguk BOF lagyy ouhh !

friends , i need you :'D

i need you ,

i need someone to share everything .

thanks god coz giving me such a great friends .

and i do love all my friends soo muchh .

they make my dayy , i happy when i with all my friends .

iloveyou FRIENDS :))

i was dissapointed again :'(

B R E A K !

oh god , the word come again .

the word that i hate most , the word that i don't wanna hear every time i couple with someone .

but why ! its come again , and its out of my mouth without thinking anything .

maybe its my life fate . but , i just tired of all that .

when can i get someone that can love me with all his heart sincerely .

grrr ! shitt ! :'(

i wish that i were you taylor swift :D

its gonna be the most great day ever if i can be the one who stand in front of you taylor lautner ,

haha , its one of my dream and what i wish to do .

i wish that i can hold your hand and hug you like that .

ohh god , u make me melt darling . 

hahahhaa :DD

wehhh , babunnn :DD

wehh wehh , tibeTIBE akue rase rendue douhh kad koe .

ntah pahal ahh pulakk en , akue pon tatao .

maybe sbub akue keje then mase kite ntok gadoGADO daah jady sangat terhad .

hahaha , after nehh akue naa gune kan mase toe betolBETOL :DD

*daah laah sengih toe , haha .

yeahh , alhamdulillah :)

ahha , alhamdulilah :) thanks to ALLAH , today is my pay day . balek jea keje tady tros bwak family pegy makanmakan . seronok sgtsgt ! hehe . tomorrow mmao shoppink dgn ibue pulaa . taa sabaanye :))

i HATE myself like hell !

i'm so insecure about everything

i think i'm ugly , fat and stupid and i just dont want to be around anymore 

         i always think that everyone would be better off without me 

and that i'm just in the way of everyone 

    i feel like my life is nothing and that i'm a useless 

        i just dont know what im doing in life anymore

 i feel lost and alone 

   i just dont know how much longer i can take being here 

          and always being hurt 

            i just wanna be someone else 

        i hate feeling this way and i dont know how to get over it

                 and overcome all my feelings

everyone says i'm pretty and cute but when i look in the mirror i see nothing but i    

 just only can see a fat ugly useless person there